
preemptively answered questions

"why don't you talk to me more when we interacted once before?"i have social anhedonia and my forming connections with other people is impaired (the oxytocin receptors in my brain are malformed so i literally physically have trouble making the brain connections that allow me to connect socially with others), it isnt anything to do with you, sorry
that being said if you want to say something to me feel free, i don't mind discussing interests and whatnot and i do like attention if not necessarily always conversation, just don't feel bad if we don't end up hanging out or something (unless you want to watch bug videos together or something? but i probably wont say very much though), again my ability to form connections and friendships is impaired and really finicky and i don't really control that and it's not because of anything about you i'm sure you're nice, also if i drop off for awhile or take awhile to respond it's because i don't always have much energy for socializing"why do you talk like that?"i'm autistic and have psychotic symptoms including disordered thoughts, and i have a tendency to switch between being overly eloquent and extremely inarticulate without warning among other things and my control over this is not very much, also when i leave typos in its because they feel right and i feel weird "fixing" them"why did you block me when we've never interacted?"something about your content or the way you treat others irritated me enough that i didn't want to look at it, or you said something that made my eyes roll into the back of my skull and i decided i never want you to interact with me, ever
or you're just posting a lot of something i don't like in a tag and i don't want to see it or something, sometimes it's something like that too
you probably have better things to worry about than someone you've never even spoken to